Siy
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Apr 9, 2006 13:41:18 GMT -5
Post by Siy on Apr 9, 2006 13:41:18 GMT -5
"It was a rather large snake in the forest. I assume it was hungry." Though it was pretty obivous that it wasn't the case, the linen was in one piece and since Siy always wore them they should have been ripped.
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Apr 9, 2006 13:49:48 GMT -5
Post by Dylan on Apr 9, 2006 13:49:48 GMT -5
Dylan smirked slightly. he didn't say anything about it though. If Siy didn't want to admit he had cut himself, let it be that way. If Dylan was in his shoes, he wouldn't admit it either.
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Apr 9, 2006 13:59:33 GMT -5
Post by Siy on Apr 9, 2006 13:59:33 GMT -5
The bleeding stopped though now the linen was very wet with blood. Siy would need to change it. The demon walked over to his bag, digging around in it he found what he was looking for. With his back turned to Dylan Siy unwraped his arm quickly, cleaning the blood away with the dry part of the strip that was just on his arm and rewrapped it with the fresh one he pulled out of his bag.
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Apr 9, 2006 14:02:53 GMT -5
Post by Dylan on Apr 9, 2006 14:02:53 GMT -5
Dylan looked back down to his notebook, finishing up what he'd started. Adding the last of the details to his drawing and reading over the writing one more time. then slipping his notebook away. He looked up to see Siy finishing.
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Apr 9, 2006 14:13:00 GMT -5
Post by Siy on Apr 9, 2006 14:13:00 GMT -5
Siy looked to Dylan the silence between them made Siy fell uncomfortable, but he couldn't bring himself to say anything. He walked over to the bed opposite of Dylan and sat down.
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Apr 9, 2006 14:17:44 GMT -5
Post by Dylan on Apr 9, 2006 14:17:44 GMT -5
Dylan looked up toward Siy. So... he said, trying to think of something to say. Alas, he was ata loss of words, and couldn't put anything to words.
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Apr 9, 2006 14:31:48 GMT -5
Post by Siy on Apr 9, 2006 14:31:48 GMT -5
"So. . .?" Siy wondered what Dylan wanted to say. It seemed that they both were at a loss for words.
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Apr 9, 2006 14:34:05 GMT -5
Post by Dylan on Apr 9, 2006 14:34:05 GMT -5
he shrugged slightly. showing he didn't have anything to say. What do you say to some you like, yet just had a very awkward time with? that was his problem... he thought about what to say, but only one thing came to mind, which was to explain why he wasn't alright with PDA... though he didn't know if Siy wanted to hear about it.
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Apr 9, 2006 14:41:31 GMT -5
Post by Siy on Apr 9, 2006 14:41:31 GMT -5
Siy was getting frusterated, it was to quite. He sighed and started to speak. "What made you run today?" Siy didn't look at Dylan, not sure if he wanted to know.
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Apr 9, 2006 14:47:20 GMT -5
Post by Dylan on Apr 9, 2006 14:47:20 GMT -5
memories... he answered. It was that simple, all the memories of his terrible childhood. Siy, did your parents ever tell you they hate you? Then you get that feeling they really mean it. A feeling, to where you try to kill yourself instead of letting them do it? he asked, not being super loud,. It was a very, weird question to ask someone...
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Apr 9, 2006 14:55:56 GMT -5
Post by Siy on Apr 9, 2006 14:55:56 GMT -5
Siy slowly looked to Dylan, his eyes haunted by memories the words had pulled to the fore. "Yes." His right hand strayed to his throat. The answer was simple, he didn't need to elaborate on his past, not right now anyway.
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Apr 9, 2006 15:02:25 GMT -5
Post by Dylan on Apr 9, 2006 15:02:25 GMT -5
Dylan was surprised by his answer. He hadn't expected Siy to be just like him... Well, my parents, mainly my dad, gave me that feeling, on many accounts he abused me, trying to change me, and many times, I felt I needed to die. I tried to kill myself many ways, formaldehyde, carbon monoxide, bleeding to death, at one point I tried to shoot myself.... he said, swallowing harshly. He'd never told anyone about that. He didn't even think his parents had none about any of them, only one, was the gun. He'd tried but couldn't do it and when he'd pulled the trigger, he pulled it down and shot himself in the leg instead.
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Apr 9, 2006 15:17:03 GMT -5
Post by Siy on Apr 9, 2006 15:17:03 GMT -5
"My mom, she strangled me. I-I was dead for 15 minutes. If it wasn't for my dad I would still be." Siy's voice trailed off. He had wanted to die, but he didn't anymore. The demon was scared of what would happen when death finally came.
Siy slid off the bed so he was sitting on the floor aswell.
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Apr 9, 2006 15:20:40 GMT -5
Post by Dylan on Apr 9, 2006 15:20:40 GMT -5
Dylan nod slightly. My parents couldn't kill me by touching me, it had to be a different way. Starving me was very popular for my parents. they tried drowning me once, by they realized they would still have to touch me. he said, and watched him slip down to the floor.
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Apr 9, 2006 15:42:42 GMT -5
Post by Siy on Apr 9, 2006 15:42:42 GMT -5
A choked sob escaped Siy's mouth. He shouldn't be the one crying, Dylan had both his parents against him. Siy was saved by his father, so he did have parental love. Though he still couldn't forget how it happened. ~^~^Flashback^~^~ Siy scrambled away from his crazed mother, he had just told here that he was gay. She wasn't handling it as he thought she would.
"You freak! Your just like your whore of an uncle!" She screeched so loudly at him. Grabbing him by his shoulders Siy's mother flipped him on his back. Pinning him down and grasping his neck.
"Please stop mom!" Siy managed to choke out, as his air was being cut off. He struggled to push her off him, but he could only flail desperately for purchase against her. ~^~^End flashback^~^~
It kept playing over and over in his head, unable to do anything against the onslaught of emotions that it brought. Siy totally broke down.
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